The time has come to end this page. I have no corelDRAW, and can not draw anymore, I do not want to draw anyway. I am writing a novel. I have found a new place around here to write and honestly want some sort of shelter so that I can be real and that means not linking to my name which is Laura Jean, naturally. I know it does not make much sense to anyone except myself and that is fine with me, I can live with that. My only regret is that I will not take any of the words from here over to the new place except maybe for one or two, as I am taking everything down. I would delete the whole account as I am shortly going to delete my old email address, but I do not want to miss the coolest artists I know.

I have been through a lot this year, actually been through a lot every year of my life and I ain't crying about it anymore.

Time to stop pretending. There is not a human being out there that can provide any lasting comfort, does not exist; just temporary states of being is all your gonna get. The love of the whole world would never fill the hole in my chest; just made empty that way I guess.

You got God next to your jugular though and if you put your head on the floor in submission you are going to get increased venous blood return to the heart that increases cardiac output that is going to make you feel better if you can just do it. If you can get washed up to try it.

I love all you deviants that offered me some love over the past few years.
If I ever start drawing again I will come back, but right now I have a story to tell for me. I am tired of being used like a page turner and then left when the ending sucks.